City Harvest Church
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1209942/1/.html
CAD said it commenced an investigation on 31 May 2010 into certain financial transactions of CHC after receiving information of misuse of church funds.
The Commissioner of Charities (COC) began its inquiry into the charity on the same day under the Charities Act over alleged misconduct and mismanagement of the building fund which had been raised and earmarked for specific purposes.
The COC said financial irregularities of at least S$23 million from the charity’s funds had been discovered. These funds were used with the purported intention to finance the music career of Ho Yeow Sun, who is Pastor Kong’s wife and co-founder of the church.
The COC found that there was a concerted effort to conceal this movement of funds from the charity’s stakeholders, saying it is concerned about the misconduct and mismanagement in the administration of the charity.
First and foremost allow me to say that I am deeply upset that a religious leader has compromised the generous donations of his followers in laundering. Religion has not been used to its best effect in the world but this is definitely one of its more disgusting acts.
Now that that’s over with, let me tell my story
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I attended City Harvest Church for about half a year when I was 16.
Back then, I had backslid from Christianity for about 2 years. It seemed like a really good idea before, and when my best friend H came to tell me about how he had found a church and group that appealed to him, I was pleasantly surprised and of course, happy. It was only natural that I would want to take a look at these people who had brought my friend to Christ, say my thanks, and maybe renew my faith again.
I was introduced to a group that had several of my schoolmates as members. That made the transition into City Harvest pretty smooth. I got to know them on a rather superficial level, but enough to maintain friendly conversation every time we met. I enjoyed the fellowship and merrymaking, but over time I began to sense that something just wasn’t right, at least for me. I’m no theological expert, but it only takes a bit to realize where City Harvest as a church goes wrong.
1. Shakalakabadahoumaigodidunnowherethisisgoing
Of course, the strong charismatic nature of the services and prayer meetings did intimidate me a lot. I’m a naturally reserved person and as proud as I am of being Christian, I disagree (and am very uncomfortable) with expressing myself out the way the church encourages its members to. A problem I had was that I can’t speak in tongues without feeling like I’m lying to myself. The bible says in 1 Corinthians 12 that there are 9 different gifts bestowed by the spirit of the Lord. God gives these gifts as He sees best and not what we think they are for. More importantly, no two believers may necessarily have the same spiritual gifts but it is still for the common good of the church (verses 4-7). Not even Jesus Christ himself can bestow spiritual gifts, so who are these members of City Harvest to insist that I invoke something I, in faith, clearly felt did not have?
2. Tithing
I’m a little embarrassed that I needed help with this (thanks Justin Lee). I, like City Harvest (ironically!) believe the most sound philosophy in tithing to your church is from the following verse:
2 Corinthians 7 (NIV)
“Each of you should give what you have decided in your heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion,”
I omitted the last phrase in the verse so I could highlight it here. City Harvest likes to take “God loves a cheerful giver” as a means to encourage people to donate. In my opinion, that is meant to intentionally bring about cognitive dissonance so that people will eventually give in to external pressure to donate more money. Once, I stood at the end of a row of seats, and I took $4 out of my wallet to stick in their donation envelope while an usher looked on. Being lazy, I neglected to seal the envelope but I put it rather firmly in her hands and shockingly was asked this question, “Is that all?”.
I think I reserved the right to feel offended at that moment. I was but a secondary 4 student and I was donating money I didn’t even earn by my own hand, I believe I should be allowed the discretion to use money the way I find wisest. So what if I don’t donate 10%?
Let’s look at wikipedia for a moment : Traditional Jewish law and practice has included various forms of tithing since ancient times. Traditional Jews commonly practice ma’aser kesafim (tithing 10% of their income to charity).
How many goers of City Harvest Church can be sure that even 1% of their tithes was going to charity? Especially now that you know money was being wasted on a singer who never-ever-had-been. I have no problem if you want to donate 98% of your income to your church, but if your HEAD PASTOR and FOUR OTHER top dogs in your church don’t have the moral gumption to not misuse your money, you are in no church.
3. Coercion (this part is a little long)
One incident that jolted me was when my cell group leader texted me one day. Earlier in the week, I knew I was going to have a family gathering on and had informed the cell group I was going to be busy and hence missing out on cell and a prayer meeting of sorts. The message read :
“Klinsen can’t make it this sat. Try to meet with him then”
I realized that it wasn’t meant for me, but rather for a girl (let’s call her T) who was a schoolmate of mine and I had gotten familiar with after several months of service and cell. T was like the protege of the cell leader, very much trusted and as good as her proxy. Later on, T texted me and asked if I was free for lunch or dinner that Saturday, which was odd because just 2 days before, I had mentioned that I was busy. What was even more suspicious was that T was so devout, she would never miss church activity for no good reason. I suddenly felt like I was prey being marked out.
Another time, some guy shared during cell about the importance of smiling and being happy in church. I am very aware that I appear deadpan by default. As a result, I could not help but feel like I was being attacked for not acting the way the church/cell wanted me to. More importantly, the guy was just pulling bible verses out of his ass and I thought that was absolutely terrible of him.
The final straw was when I happened to be daydreaming during a meal with the cell group. My eyes wandered and fell upon a sheet of paper that was sort of like a nominal roll for the group. I saw, to my horror, my own name, as well as my friend H’s, with our handphone numbers and some other bits of personal information that I had never surrendered before. That, to me, was an indication that I had been ‘captured’. Neither by my own volition nor my consent, I had been ‘made’ a permanent member of their group. I felt violated.
Towards my O-levels, I was starting to find that the whole thing wasn’t working out. H and I were dropping out slowly, but not without beginning to feel like we were being harassed. I received 4 texts from a cell group member every day asking me if I was fine. I made it a point to respond to only one a day to prove that I was reading them all but I was being firm about not continuing to attend City Harvest. It didn’t work. The messages just kept coming. It was one day where I decided to just end the whole thing, without giving T so much as the respect of a face-to-face conversation. I let my emotions take over and basically screamed at her via text message until she agreed to leave me alone. It was unpleasant, but I had to take the quickest way out.
H eventually gave up Christianity altogether. Til today I’m still afraid to ask him about how he feels about the religion after that episode. I was embittered because I felt that City Harvest had just messed everything up for him. He had an opportunity to be happy in the faith but the bad experience left him jaded and insouciant.
I moved on to Barker Road Methodist Church, a very quaint, more conservative place. I am proud to say that the Word preached here is surely edifying of Christ. Over here I have options of different kinds of services, I can be frank during cell group sessions, and there is nothing to conform to except a love of God.
4. Reflections
I am glad that I went through the unpleasant experience of being in City Harvest. I might not agree completely with charismatic Christianity, but I think it is good that it exists. Some people might never have found Christ without their effective outreach methods. In fact, I confessed to Christ in a relatively charismatic setting. After several years, I finally knew what true hunger and longing for God meant.
Kong Hee is not a good man. Several quick searches on the internet show you excerpts of his sermons where he takes the Word and blurs it out of its original context http://healtheland.wordpress.com/2008/03/30/non-biblical-teachings-of-kong-hee-of-city-harvest-church/ http://signposts02.wordpress.com/2010/09/17/lustful-leadership-laws-kong-hee-style/
I never enjoyed the air about him. It always felt dishonest and I often found myself confused at his sermons. I and several thousand others totally saw this coming, and I make no apology that if you are surprised, you are nothing less than a blithering idiot.
If you are a non-Christian, I want to be very apologetic here and ask that you do not fire all your grievances at the rest of the church. A man has committed wrong and given the nature of his act, clearly does not represent the God he claims to believe in.
If you are Christian, I want to remind you that Jesus himself got angry. Just as Jesus cleaned house at the temple, it is our spiritual duty to be angry at the ones who desecrate our temple for personal greed.
I borrow the words of a friend when I say this, “God is love, but God is also justice”. It is recognising one’s mistakes and atoning for them that makes one’s achievements worth recognising too. In fact, a fundamental element of Christianity is Justice. We believe that the price of sin is death, and God, being Existence and his entirety, sacrificed his son to provide endless forgiveness for the world. In the context of the secular world, we should not hesitate to demand the punishments which we agree is fair according to the laws we share with non-Christians.
Conclusion :
I hate City Harvest, I really do. If I could get away with it I would torch that abomination of money with the oil of forced liposuction of its pastors. As much as it was a gateway for many for Christ, it was often simply a facade for other purposes. But that’s not going to stop me from praying for its future. It needs to be better. It can reform. This is but a part of their race where they can prove themselves to be true warriors of Christ by persevering, or drop out and resign to be the hypocrites the world so despises.
One of my closest friends is in City harvest church. She acknowledges the weaknesses of it and puts her own spiritual growth in priority ahead of the demands of the Church. That is an admirable spirit but being a Christian also means forging a strong community of God-fearing people.
There are many others like her who are good and sincere but in my opinion are in the wrong place. If you are a member of City Harvest Church on fire for God, I urge you to pray and ask if City Harvest is the home you deserve. If the answer is yes, you should aim to avoid the sins that your head pastor has committed. Your faith and church can be a massive force for God and good if it is channeled the right way. Moses; David; Paul; just several names of men who were disgraced but proved themselves worthy to the very end.
If your answer is no, I think it is time for you to pick up your bible and begin the search for a new spiritual home. It will require a lot of prayer and self-analysis to find out where you stand with the word of God, but I believe there is a better place for you.