Guilty

• Pitot

  10 Sep 07, 20:08

  The worst month of my life has just took a dive for the worstest month ever.
  
  I didnt have a time for a breather after my grandpa's wake as my assessment week is already in progress.
  
  I struggled like sheit to complete my work as do all my classmates.
  
  For some reason we went to the ktv yest nite to let loose some steam.
  
  And i did stuff with a female classmate of mine that normal friends wont do.
  we were all high on alcohol but i am absolutely sure that we were sane.
  
  i think we have a liking for each other but we just didnt admit it since day one. fueled by the gossiping and cheers from our fellow friends.. i did stuff that made me feel very guilty.
  
  bloody hell. now when we see each other we just feel so awkward.
  
  or am i making things difficult for myself. i think its myself.
  did we just skipped the pak tor stage and dive in? but now its like back to square one. even worse, not even on square one.
  
  sorry i need somewhere to let off some steam.
  
  oh i offered an apology already. but she chooses to ignore it and talk to me about other stuff. was it wrong of me to do so?
  
  should i forget what happened? but hey. i felt something.
  
  i cant bring myself to look at her in the eyes now. it sort off.. make me feel worse...
  her eyes. it just kills me.
• Cool-gal

  10 Sep 07, 20:15

  u like her anot?
  she ignore u means she is ok with it..
  
• Darkness_hacker99

  10 Sep 07, 20:16

  Make a confession to her again, but this time with sincerity!
• darkensun

  10 Sep 07, 20:19

  good that you feel guilty...shows that you wish to take responsibility for whatever action
  
  confess if you really like her...u never know
• Pitot

  10 Sep 07, 20:24

  the thing is. i don't know.
• LyonK

  10 Sep 07, 20:25

  I know some people skip pak tor stage and dive right it. After that, they back to square one and start paktor. Now they staying together and a baby is on the way.
• euc

  10 Sep 07, 20:33

  My dear child,
  Say 3 Hail Marys and 7 Our Father.
  Donate $50 into the donation box and your sins are forgiven.
• Darkness_hacker99

  10 Sep 07, 20:35

  Actually what stuff you did ar?
• Cool-gal

  10 Sep 07, 20:36

  Originally posted by euc:

  My dear child,
  Say 3 Hail Marys and 7 Our Father.
  Donate $50 into the donation box and your sins are forgiven.

  if TS not catholic how??
  
• Pitot

  10 Sep 07, 20:36

  Originally posted by Darkness_hacker99:

  Actually what stuff you did ar?

  don't ask.
• Cool-gal

  10 Sep 07, 20:37

  Originally posted by Pitot:

  the thing is. i don't know.

  aiyah, act blur lor.
  until u're sure of ur feeling.
  dun do it out of sympathy or guiltiness.
• <Precious>

  10 Sep 07, 20:51

  Just avoid contact with her for the time being. The awkwardness is just like a slash wound, though not bleeding, is still tender and raw. Both of you need time away from each other to adjust...... Time heals everything.....
  
  Intoxication is no defence to rape but otherwise, you can't just blame yourself - it takes 2 willing parties to perform whatever you fellas did. She is partly to blame too.
  
  Verdict : Guilty but sentence suspended pending a probationary report but will have to perform 500 hours of community service as Moderator of sgF to clear all the garbage lest impressionable si ginas be led astray..........!
  Sentence will start with immediate effect, that is, NOW! NOW!! Understand?
  
  
• Darkness_hacker99

  10 Sep 07, 20:51

  Originally posted by Pitot:

  don't ask.

  Ok.
• fairlady_xoxo

  10 Sep 07, 21:01

  Hmmm...you know where you can find me
• oOprinceOo

  10 Sep 07, 21:21

  avoid her. maybe she jus think dat let da past b da past.. dats wad i think. lol.
• Gackt247

  10 Sep 07, 23:22

  ok.. i duno in depth so cant say much.. if u need anything juz give me a buzz ya..
• Pitot

  11 Sep 07, 04:45

  the thing is we are a small and close bunch of people. so i cant avoid her at all.
  
  oh and she said nevermind i forget about it already. but her actions clearly shows that she hasnt. what is that suppose to mean?
• redpicanto

  11 Sep 07, 07:19

  Stupid, she's waiting for you to make the 1st move lah. KNN Duo something you shouldn't do yet still wan to let the gal do the 1st move ah? Go tell her u like her and hand her hand lah.
  
  What u do, I dun kn and u wish not to tell. But guessing, u better be prepared to take the responsibilitys.
• dbowie

  11 Sep 07, 07:26

  So you gotta decide to avoid her forever or um, you know .. do what you gonna do
• seotiblizzard

  11 Sep 07, 17:25

  
  
  i think it will be better if u post this in AA.
• stellazio

  11 Sep 07, 17:31

  i think she likes you leh, if she was sane and still did those stuff with you.
  
  plus you apologized means you didn't mean it, so probably she's angry with you for like playing with her feelings or so?
  
  
• aku1b0d0

  11 Sep 07, 22:01

  The fact that she doesn't accept your apology proves that either she's forgiven you or she likes you too.
• Pitot

  13 Sep 07, 10:51

  yes my insane hard work paid off. did pretty well in my massive project and presentation and critique. scored well too.
  
  still have alot of loose ends to touch up on.
  
  i still think that i am a jerk.
• Hello Kitty

  7 Oct 07, 02:55

  wat was the stuff dat the both of u acherly did ah?
• FBI

  7 Oct 07, 02:58

  wah u sounds like zhen xin mi yu that drama sia