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I was lost in life. I had no direction and no purpose that time. All my life I go with the flow. Primary to secondary to poly to NS... After that I came to a halt. The flow stopped. I understood that work is next BUT is that it? Is all my 1/4 century of life spent studying just simply for that? What is my purpose in life? What is everybody's purpose in life?
I did not know and I was isolated. I lost contact with many friends, I shut myself out of the world. I even gave myself a "valid" reason for not working for 1++ years. I was lazy. YES I was lazy but that is just an explaination for others to hear it easy. It wasn't easy for me because I know its more than just being lazy.
I even shunned away from my close circle of friends. My family were worried, my close friends were worried. I was vexed but I did not know what to do. I called it depression, you can call it depression too.
It was only when I watched a sci-fi series that I saw "hope" in that show which I decided to face reality and the world again. I started with my close friends. I told my buddy (Who is a Christian years before me) and I could not hold back the pain and lonliness in me. I simply cried.
Of course he too was shocked to see me cried in front of him, but he asked me, "Since you seem to have no viable way out for ouy. Do you want to trust in Christ?" What else could be more worse than I am in? So I agreed.
That was the time I acknowledged my sins and repent with my mouth. I became I Christian just like that. The next day I attended sunday service and met new brothers and sisters. I had a NEW life. I even reconciled with my family and regained contact with 1/2 of my friends. I even got more and was blessed with more because of the love and grace of God.
It was after my 1st genuine prayer of my confession and repentance that I saw my life changed. I am still working towards a more purposeful life and I have found a direction in my life. Its walking alongside Jesus Christ and living a life of a Christian.
Even though now I still have many things to settle, I am glad and comforted that God has planned a great life of worth for me. I am living it now.
I hope my experience can help some of you here. Its abit long. For those who wanted to say, "Pls summarise it in 10 words or less", I would request you to summarise your LIFE in 10 words or less FIRST.
Thank you.
Beers!