http://uselessinsight.net/rejection/christianity.shtmlFor many years, starting in high school, I considered myself a Christian. Now, I can't say that anymore. I have issues what with is generally called Christianity. Aside from being a hassle to type, there are some contridictions in this belief that I just cannot accept.
First is its claim of being a monotheistic religion. Christianity is NOT monotheistic. There are 3 seperate entities: the Father (God), the Holy Ghost, the Son (Jesus). Now most sects of Christianity claim that these 3 are all of the same entity. However, this just does not make any sense. If Jesus was in fact God on Earth, why would he exclaim "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" If Jesus was indeed God, this disconnection makes absolutely no sense. Was Jesus talking to himself in the 3rd person with a different identity? Or is it in the 2nd person? Just the thought of that makes my head hurt.
Was Jesus the son of God? I don't think it really matters one way or the other. Nowhere does it say that people are supposed to worship Christ. Jesus considered himself a teacher, and nothing more. It doesn't take a Christ-worshipper to learn lessons of morality from his parables.
My biggest gripe with Christianity is the concept of hell, and that non-believers will go there despite what kind of life they led. A true Christian believes that people such as Ghandi, who lived amazingly wholesome and self-sacrificing lives will go to hell because they rejected Christianity. How can God be an infinitely forgiving entity, yet condemn people on a matter of semantics? Does not a life of serving the good of mankind count for anything? Or is it all about getting some water sprinkled on your head, and eating some bread and wine?
I reject it mostly because I believe that God truely is a forgiving presence. One who appreciates people's struggles, abd how they handle things. Am I going ot be sent to hellfire and damnation for all of eternity because I've spent my life searching for the answers instead of accepting them in a convenient, bite-sized package from somebody else who was handed those same "answers" ? I think not. If I'm going one way or the other, it's going to be based on my own merit. I'd rather burn in hell due to my own failures than go to paradise on somebody else's dime.