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10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends".
So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink,it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!".
She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to
be my "best friend".
At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it.
I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
if u love someone...........dun be scared to tell k??
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All right then.........Originally posted by BoYisHbOy:if u love someone...........dun be scared to tell k??
Boyishboy~!!!!!!!
I dun love u. -
Originally posted by Spear:All right then.........
Boyishboy~!!!!!!!
I dun love u.
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Oh no you dun....Originally posted by BoYisHbOy: 
I've made it clear that I dun love u liao. -
okokie...got it ..Originally posted by Spear:Oh no you dun....
I've made it clear that I dun love u liao.
u dun love mi.
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regrets....
Just happened to me
REGRET not getting the gals number on Sat night...
What a waste... not super chio but lookable leh.... I must have drank too much to think of getting her number.
sigh
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hmm.... regrets
i use to like this guy when i was 17 (forgot liao)
he noe i like him n his buddy gang all noe it.......
i'm always one of the few gals tat hang out with tat group of guys.....
hmm.....well, don think he like me, he was juz taking me for granted, being nice to him, i lent him money...etc
my god-brother, oso from tat group of guys, often tell him tat i'm a nice gal, don treat me like tat......
n one day someone from tat grp told me wat this guy actually tell them..... things tat supposed to b between he n me.......
knn loh, he betrayed me........
i'm so upset n hurt after a few things happen n i don like him anymore
once awhile he still msg me or call me......
telling me to give him another chance, he regret for not appreciating me........
knn, i tell him to f[/i]uck off everytime....... bast[/i]ard
he oso msg me juz now......
regrets, wat r regrets.........???
regrets oso no use........ shi qu le cai dong de hou hui......wtf
i oso do miss some chances over things, but i don regrets
cos after all it might b a blessing in disguise
pple always say chances r hard to come by, grab it......
if u don, don regret oso lah...... it's useless -
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hmmmmm........Originally posted by X-men:regrets....
Just happened to me
REGRET not getting the gals number on Sat night... What a waste... not super chio but lookable leh.... I must have drank too much to think of getting her number.
sigh
dun worri le......
if fate allows u will meet her again.........
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wah..........Originally posted by thhong22:hmm.... regrets
i use to like this guy when i was 17 (forgot liao)
he noe i like him n his buddy gang all noe it.......
i'm always one of the few gals tat hang out with tat group of guys.....
hmm.....well, don think he like me, he was juz taking me for granted, being nice to him, i lent him money...etc
my god-brother, oso from tat group of guys, often tell him tat i'm a nice gal, don treat me like tat......
n one day someone from tat grp told me wat this guy actually tell them..... things tat supposed to b between he n me.......
knn loh, he betrayed me........
i'm so upset n hurt after a few things happen n i don like him anymore
once awhile he still msg me or call me......
telling me to give him another chance, he regret for not appreciating me........
knn, i tell him to f[/i]uck off everytime....... bast[/i]ard
he oso msg me juz now......
regrets, wat r regrets.........???
regrets oso no use........ shi qu le cai dong de hou hui......wtf
i oso do miss some chances over things, but i don regrets
cos after all it might b a blessing in disguise
pple always say chances r hard to come by, grab it......
if u don, don regret oso lah...... it's useless
din know u have such a past........
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LIANG JING RU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Originally posted by ~AiTaiYuan~: -
y tat face??? so happy to noe i mt such bas[/i]tard b4???Originally posted by BoYisHbOy:wah..........
din know u have such a past........ 
my stories got alot ah.... related topics i'll tell.... hehehe
wait lah -
i like this song....... n wu tiao jian wei ni......Originally posted by ~AiTaiYuan~:
/practice go ktv sing -
hahaa...U can always go to the same place?? wait for her??Originally posted by X-men:regrets....
Just happened to me
REGRET not getting the gals number on Sat night... What a waste... not super chio but lookable leh.... I must have drank too much to think of getting her number.
sigh -
heheehheeh.......Originally posted by thhong22:y tat face??? so happy to noe i mt such bas[/i]tard b4???
my stories got alot ah.... related topics i'll tell.... hehehe
wait lah
i where got happy le???????
come come tell more hor........ -
huh?? the party everitime have meh?Originally posted by Do|pHinE:hahaa...U can always go to the same place?? wait for her?? -
cos u put tatOriginally posted by BoYisHbOy:heheehheeh.......
i where got happy le???????
come come tell more hor........ face mah.... as if u very happy.......
got related topic then i will think of it mah......
now u ask me i cant think of any liao -
X 2Originally posted by thhong22:i like this song....... n wu tiao jian wei ni......
/practice go ktv sing -
hahahhahhaOriginally posted by thhong22:cos u put tat face mah.... as if u very happy.......
got related topic then i will think of it mah......
now u ask me i cant think of any liao
means i must open more topics to bring ur memories back sibo?!? -
wah lao.... don wan lah.......Originally posted by BoYisHbOy:hahahhahha
means i must open more topics to bring ur memories back sibo?!?
pls don remind me of those sickening memories......
i throw them far behind liao........
if not for the sms juz now, i wont rem tat bas[/i]tard story too...... -
hmm... dun worry... u'll get ur chance lah... *she* can be found online mah.. jkakakkaka... ohh.. tot u oreadi haf her no??Originally posted by X-men:regrets....
Just happened to me
REGRET not getting the gals number on Sat night... What a waste... not super chio but lookable leh.... I must have drank too much to think of getting her number.
sigh -
Originally posted by thhong22:i like this song....... n wu tiao jian wei ni......
/practice go ktv sing 
it's Ru Guo You Yi Tian...
ur chinese dat bad ah?
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i noe lah...... i mean i like this song N wu tiao jian wei ni........Originally posted by audlenelee:
it's Ru Guo You Yi Tian...
ur chinese dat bad ah?
ur eyes tat bad ah??? cannot c my 'N'??? hehehe -
kakakakkakkaka... lao hu tu... think i nid lao hua yan jing laioz..Originally posted by thhong22:i noe lah...... i mean i like this song N wu tiao jian wei ni........
ur eyes tat bad ah??? cannot c my 'N'??? hehehe -
hahahha........Originally posted by audlenelee:kakakakkakkaka... lao hu tu... think i nid lao hua yan jing laioz..
so not my chinese bad hoh?!