dear diary,
i was sitting at swensen's few days ago...alone...reading a book i bought on dat day...suddenly a thought came to my mind : if there's a time machine, i wld love to go back to the time when i had made my mistake...i wanna undo dat mistake...
but...it was all wishful thinking...there's no such thing as time machine...dream on Sara....
but 1 thing i can sure of is dat i really regret and really wanna make up to him....all i can say is dat i really love him....everyday/nite i can only pray hard to God to lessen my pain but it din....my pain and hurt got worst everyday...

erm...maybe it did...but...God din wan me to realise it so soon...maybe God wans me to suffer more and den really learn my mistakes...all i can say is O Lord, Heavenly Father, Almighty God and the Almighty Son of God, i learnt my mistakes and wanna make up for it...i love him... Amen.
